God fucking dammit! What the fuck!! Why is blogging so hard. This blog should be a complaining blog, because seriously, I cannot handle the stress of trying to make this perfect. So apparently I can only 'follow' other blogs that use BLOGGER. Or 'blogspot' whatever google has decided to call it. Why is there no search engine on the dashboard that enables you to look up specific areas of interest? Why did they NOT think that was a good idea? Because now my options are either trawling through the thousands of christian faith/ stay-at-home-mum blogs by clicking 'next blog', or searching google for 'good blogs to follow on blogger'. Neither choice so far has yielded many results or much satisfaction. I just feel like this whole blogging thing isn't for me. I've tried and I've tried to get into it, make it a rule to blog every day...be more creative, but as soon as it gets too stressful or an obstacle falls in my path, I drop everything and can't come on here for days. For example, having such a small bedroom (downgrading from a large lounge room at my old house) is a real hinderance. It is constantly not just messy, but 100% chaotic. I mean, my rooms have always been like crazy op-shops, but this is beyond a joke.

Here is what my old bedrooms were like.

(Year 6 & 7)

In the middle of moving stuff around (year 8 or 9)

Generally fucked up looking at the start of college..

More of the same

How my room was when i left.